Some one asked me to forget the past and start a new...what ever...that I don't really get it. She said....what done is done...Live must go on...!? Do you agree?
I do! But the memories still there stuck on my mind. I wanted badly to remove it...but I couldn't! This rubbish will never gone away unleash I get amnesia that I really hope for....
She is nothing than the past. But she was an unwanted past, an unwanted past is like a snake bite.
I wanted to put her in my recycle bin and empty it anytime I want. But she is not a removable stain, she is a permanent stain! She was there as an error memories dumped file...can't clean even with disk defragmenter.
Sometime I feel like I want crush my head on the wall to make her gone...gone...forever from my mind...from my live...from my beautiful future... She is a rotten worm! Eat me slowly, weaken me from inside....kill my spirit and my passion of live.
I remember this melancholic malay song, "Memory kau membuka luka lama yang ku ingin lupa..memory tolong daku pergi jauh....janji tak kan kembali...memory..."
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